I read this right after Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac and that
particular let-down had left me wary of trying another YA novel. But it was at
my local library, it looked fairly interesting, and as I’m entrenched in this
year’s summer reading program, I’m willing to read just about anything between
covers. I think because I had prepared myself for another disappointment, I was
really surprised by how much I enjoyed this one.
Golden boy, Ezra Faulkner loses
everything in one night. Or so he thinks. Injured a car wreck, he can no longer
play sports, which he thought was both his ticket to college, and the only way
to maintain his social status. Now an outcast from the people he considered friends
he finds himself drawn to a group of misfits on the debate team who accept him
as one of them, and support him as he finally
starts to grow up and become a decent human being. When a “new girl” shows up,
Ezra is quickly drawn into her orbit. Cassidy is unlike any of the girls he’s
ever dated, or even known for that matter – intelligent, genuine, and
disinterested in social status.
Now the summary did not sound
encouraging to me. I usually hate these kind of stories. Anything about cliques
and social status is usually off my list. But it ended up being much more than
I expected. So many YA novels’ messages boil down to ‘be who you want to be.’
This had a little bit of that, but I came away with something more than that: grow up! You’re not going to be in high
school for the rest of your life, so grow up, be a man, and decide what you
want from life!
The members of the debate team
perfectly embody true friendship. Friendship means forgiving. It means being
there, and supporting each other when no one else will. It means teamwork.
Something Ezra had never experienced in all his self-centered relationships
before his injury.
And Cassidy was very different from
the typical female love-interest I’ve read. Yes, she’s beautiful and mysterious
(why are love-interests always ‘mysterious’?) but her depth and intelligence
made her incredibly enjoyable to read. I think she won me over with this
discussion:
“There was this philosopher-slash-historian
called Foucault, who wrote about how society is like this legendary prison
called the panopticon. In the panopticon, you might be under constant
observation, except you can never be sure whether someone is watching or not,
so you wind up following the rules anyway.”
“But how do you know
who’s a watcher and who’s a prisoner?” I asked.
“That’s the point. Even
the watchers are prisoners.”
Something about this view of peer
pressure and social status really struck me. And that was just the beginning.
Now, I love poetry. Most poetry,
anyway. And when Cassidy started quoting obscure poems, that I know and love, I
knew it was going to be a fun book.
It was very well-written. The
author has a way of taking little, seemingly meaningless happenings and making
them beautiful. Every scene had a unique flavor of its own, and the small stuff
that makes up life was so personally and vividly handled that I became very
involved in the story. From debate competitions and fireworks, to sitting in a
park’s playground structure or in a college’s lecture hall, even flash mobs
(the dancing kind, not the riots) and geocaching, everything seemed like an
adventure.
But it had a bittersweet ending. I
couldn’t have been happier with Ezra’s ending. He became a man, at last. He
grew up and took life by the horns. And that was what the whole book was
building toward. But Cassidy’s character development wasn’t as encouraging. I
think the author’s point was that people aren’t always how you imagine them.
Cassidy’s ending fit her character, and brought more good points out of Ezra,
but it was a bit sad to see the narcissism come out in a character I had liked
so much, and to see Ezra have to admit it to himself and try to understand what
she had become, even if he didn’t like it.
A personal message I came away
with, reminded me of a conversation we’ve had in my family many times. God puts
people in our lives when we need them. We may not need them for long, or they
may be there for years. But sometimes friends disappear from our lives for one
reason or another. But God gave them to us when we needed them, and that makes
every friend special…even after they’re gone.
The only reason I can’t give this
book 5 stars, or recommend it freely is that there was more innuendo and sex
than I care for. The first chapter was the worst. Between the extreme self-absorption of the 'popular' characters and the crudeness of the sexual matters in the opening chapters it almost made me put the
book away, and that never happens. Sex was handled callously and seemed a bit
gratuitous, and it confused me, because it clashed very strangely with the rest
of the book. So much of the book is beautiful settings, flowery prose and deep
discussion about life. It just wasn’t right. But once you get through the first few chapters where the main character has no values to admire, things smooth out and begin improving.
But I enjoyed it so much that I’m
planning on buying it, and going through it like my Mom did for us when we were
kids, with a bottle of whiteout and/or a pair of scissors to excise the parts I
most object to. Any of my friends who are interested in it are welcome to
borrow my PG edit of a PG-13 novel.
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